Love and Pain ch7

Love & Pain

Sari POV

I woke up the next morning. I saw that Bumblebee was still the same like I’ve fallen asleep next to. Static Lock. I sighed and watched Bumblebee for a while. I picked out the letter I’ve found in Bumblebee’s room.

I sighed and looked once again at Bumblebee before opening it. I know that I should have open it right before I found it, but I was to scared.

Anyway I opened the letter and started to read.

Dear Sari,

I don’t know how to tell you this. But ever since you where upgraded and having trouble with it, I started to have some feelings. First in the beginning, I thought it was just a glitch in my processor. But having this feeling for a long time, I went to Ratchet to ask him what this feeling was. He said it was love. It didn’t believe at first, but after thinking about it,

My spark always gets stronger when you come to me.

Your smile melt my spark away.

Your laugh brings me almost to the well of spark.

You are the flower that makes me crazy.

But when I saw you with that boy, kissing, my spark was shattered into pieces. That’s why I didn’t want to talk to you. I was trying to bring the pieces back together.

Tonight you had called me and asked me if I could bring you home. I’ve said yes, because I thought you were alone and I could tell you why I acted like that.

But instead, you where there with that boy, asking if he can get a ride too. You crushed my spark again Sari. Harder than the last time.

The words you said me hurt like hell. Their where pain fuller then when you have stabbed me.

‘I hate you.’ Those were the words who hit me hard. That’s why I ran.

When I came back to base, Prime and Bulkhead tried to talk to me. I didn’t care. All what I could think of is you and those words you’ve said.

I’ve tried to pick the pieces of my spark back together, but I can’t. Their too many that you have crushed.

Sari, I’m not going to bother you anymore. I hope you will be happy with that boy and that you will forget everything about me.

Good bye,

Bumblebee.

I started to cry when I was done reading. Bumblebee…. Why ?

I started to talk to Bumblebee. I didn’t care if he could hear me or not. Bumblebee, I have feelings for you too. I didn’t know what they where, but now I know.

I love you Bee.

I know I was blind and I didn’t mean those words what I’ve said.

Please forgive me, Bee.

I started to cry once more and laid my head on Bumblebee’s chest plate.

‘Please wake up !’ I begged.

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